how can we further His kingdom, when we're so wrapped up in our own?

Knock knock.

2009-11-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

Who's there? Yvonne. Yvonne who? Yvonne Hu. Yvonne who?? Yvonne Hu!!! Yvonne WHO??!? YVONNE HU!!!!!!
*tickles self* wait, what am i doing here again?　知らない。

isn't technology amazing.

2008-04-01T23:36:00.003+08:00

so i'm blogging. Again! But with one crucial difference. I'm using my PHONE here. And i have to know.. DOES ANYONE STILL READ THIS THING?
Anyway i reckon the cool thing about this is that it's like jwebs! Well, chotto anyway. Lol. Im gonna try stuff. Like, putting a picture in! That would be sugoii okay.
Alright i know the japanese words are annoying. I'll stop :)
So i'm in my bed.. And.. I'm going to sleep now. Loves technology. But God's better!

squeeeeeals

2008-03-27T21:22:00.004+08:00

okay, so like on this very random moment, i decided i would blog one more time. it's been less than a year, okay. fantastic.

anyway, i remembered my password=O

at the FIRST TRY. i bet some of you who blog like weekly can't even do THAT. (well, maybe you can, but just make me feel good)

anyway this is NOT going to be a longgggg blog....because if i wanted it to be long, it would be long. as in, encompassing-the-important-events-in-the-past-10-months-of-my-life long. and trust me, i'm sure pretty much no one out there (except maybe the supremely bored and loving) would want to read all THAT.

'A'level year. sigh...i better buck up and studywuddyfuddyduddy. i also better do it for the right reasons, as in, all for God. and all with God. 'God-sized tasks' are only possible to accomplish with God. so that i can't possibly boast at the end that it was by my own strength- point taken from retreat.

actually, i wonder what it's like to like someone? well, by that i mean love. and no, love does not equal to like, though i think that is a MAJOR misconception nowadays. anyway i've watched hana yori dango like... about twice over... and i wrote this somewhere on my notes- if a guy loved me as much as domyouji tsukasa loved makino tsukushi in the dorama, that would really be... i dunno, amazing. and i wrote, i know perfectly well that there IS someone who loves me as much or more than what that fictional show portrays- God- but still...can't help but wish for a guy like that sometimes. it's hard not to, when you watch that show.

but then, i may love that show, and japanese shows in general, but i'm not stupid. i do realise that those shows are MADE so that normal people feel like that. that's why it's all nonsense and fake. but i'd still go, "if only it wasn't".... that's why i have to keep telling myself it's nonsense. they're just characters. otherwise...haaa. i'd be...bought in. i'm already half-bought in as it is. -_-

well that's QUITE enough of my musings on life and japanese dramas for now. (hahaha)

BYEEEEEEEEE....... TILLL.......I DON'T KNOW WHEN*.........

*mysterious then fun ma.

groan. jc sucks

2007-05-02T21:16:00.000+08:00

(just so you know.) jc sucks. i hate the whole singapore education system. i mean, i know it's fantastic for our potentially bright future and all, but seriously, it's too much. anyway, i'm sure God would want me to be satisfied and not complain, so hey, who am i to protest! (ok, so i just did. bleagh)

sooooo. why do i choose to bestow uponst thou this beautiful gift of a blog after ONLY 10 months? well, i don't know! impulse i reckon. and yeah, this is a super pointless blog. i mean, does anyone even read this anymore??? if not, then it's pointless to type anything WITH a point since no one will be around to read this ingenious point that i have.

so much has changed since the last post, things that i've clearly never bothered to record down or perhaps, chose not to. personal stuff that has turned out all for the better, i guess. but eh eh, it was great while it all lasted; isn't almost everything? i just can't help wondering what it would be like if it wasn't over...pretty interesting stuff.

let me just list off the people in my brand new JC class, 07S39! let's see... siewzie, hweepeng, joel, tianying, shayang, stephanie, hongyee, matthewho, me, minghui, siewhwee, xueling, stella, yuxuan, yuwen, yujuan, nicholas, eugene, manraj, chunchun, kelly, jinning, renying, . EX-classmates? bob( kangrong ), xilun, clinton, janice, nerissa, xinling.

all great great people, but actually only 4 christians, including myself. i think it's really important to have fellowship with fellow christians, otherwise you'll lack accountability and just..well, perhaps fall back in your relationship with God. not that mine has been fantastic...it;s quite bad actually=( i must have the passion! GDOP coming up...that's great...but i know it's not just the event, but the process before and after that event as well, so it shouldn't just be an emotional high la, basically.

but surely i blabber about unnecessary things that NO ONE is interested in. oh gosh. oh ya. let's seeeeeeee....to even consider having a boyfriend or not? man, i want a nice sweet romantic humourous guy. which is. um. ALMOST impossible because if such a guy existed so clearly, then he would have been grabbed by now or by then. boooooo. but anyway, of course i know that like all relationships totally depend on God so i'm trying not to think about it since it's in His hands. oh and well, my class is quite normal, in the sense that i don't remotely foresee anyone in our class dating or getting together, except.....maybe chunchun and joel la. =DDD wait, that's abnormal maybe.

haiz wadeverrrr....human emotions are quite stupid sometimes, because they tend to make one wish for the impossible, for things that will never happen, and then the person gets all mopey and emo and sad and it just goes downhill from there. =_= trust me i've seen plenty of cases like these. but then again, God gave us those emotions and feelings so they can't be bad in a sense. just don't let it cloud ya head. i speak about myself here too. shan't elaborate =P

toooootttttlllesss.

thingy

2006-06-29T18:50:00.000+08:00

this is for fun, i think it's quite fun to read others' too..but i don't think people will read this..so that's why it's for my own fun!

TEN FIRSTS:
First Best Friend: Clara
First Nickname: Vonnie (i think)
First Pet: fishes
First Piercing: last december holidays (closed up already)
First Crush: P5
First CD: Backstreet Boys- Millenium
First Car: I'm too young!
First Alcoholic Drink: communion wine in church=D
First Kiss: Either parent
First Stuffed Animal: Bunny!

NINE LASTS:
Last Alchoholic Beverage: wine on sunday
Last Car Ride: this morning
Last Movie Seen: Xmen 3: The Last Stand
Last Phone Call: Today, to my mum who didn't pick up
Last Song Played: Did you get my message- Jason Mraz
Last Meal: Lunch - Pork ribs, egg, rice
Last Time In Love: NOW!!! with God muahaha (not saying that's a bad thing)
Last Time You Cried: not too long ago

EIGHT "HAVE YOU EVERS":
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: no
Have you ever skinny dipped: like, totally!! no.
Have you ever been on TV: Yup, but how come it seems like everyone has?
Have you ever been drunk: NO
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regretted it: Well, i might have.If i even had the chance to kiss someone at all, that is.(besides parents)
Have you ever been stoned: Stoned in class, yes. Stoned as in people whacking you with rocks, no.

SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
1) specs
2) Norwegian Wind shirt
3) shorts
4) hair (oh crap i just revealed i'm wearing a wig)
5) lip balm
6) -
7) -

:)SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:

1) woken up..
2) gone to school..
3) used the comp..
4) read the newspapers...
5) bathed..
6) MAN my life is exciting!

FIVE PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO:
1) Definitely God
2) Jesus! =D
3) Anything is kinda tough, no one else.
4) --
5) --

FOUR FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER:
1) singing
2) going for bay/church camp.
3) feeling the presence of God
4) having fun

THREE CHOICES:
1) Black or white: black
2) Hot or Cold: hot
3) Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) I want to bring at least one person to know Christ.
2) I want to be a history maker for God in this life.

Global Day Of Prayer

2006-06-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm blogging. don't really know if ppl will read it. but why am i blogging?! haha, it's pretty obvious now. Global Day Of Prayer (GDOP), or to my mind, the most amazing day in Singapore or the world since..ever? or since i was alive. That's right people, i felt it was better than like, FOC? maybe because i was too young. but definitely better than any christian concert i've been to thus far. Perhaps that seems a little too much for those who didn't bother/couldn't go...prayer?! enjoyable?! sitting there and praying better than a delirious? or hillsongs worship-like-crazy concert? errrr.......YA. oh man, i promised myself and of course God that i would not intentionally "bash" or insult those who chose not to go. I mean, i'm sure most people had pretty valid reasons. But there's a lot on my mind. So i'll say it straight, sorry if i offend anyone, but this is meant to make you think. Hard.

Uhhh ... where to start?!! aaah. K, from how i felt initially when i heard about GDOP. Man, was i seriously looking forward to it.....haaha.I mean, I was!!! And somehow, in my mind, i really honestly thought everyone else or almost was equally anticipating it as i was. Errr..got a reality check this very morning, when Lydia and I realised that hardly any youths wanted to go, or were even remotely interested. I suppose it's for the very reason that i mentioned above? Well, if you were there you would know...i was kinda pissed, shocked, whatever. I may have blown up slightly, i just couldn't stand them trying to "explain" why they weren't going. I mean, if you're not interested, you don't wanna go, just spit it out man. Yeah..anyway...kind of got over it..found out a few ppl are going..told Lydia I would just go for God, quite happy alrdy..drew on ben's hand..etc...lol.

afterwards, finally got there...and I think the first few thoughts that flashed through my head " omg!!!!! so many people! praise God!", "aarghh..its super ultra HOT..sweating like crazy...", and "I don't regret coming here, I can't believe i ever even considered not coming". Haha. yeah, it started off with worship of course..fantastic..i love love love just worshipping with all other christians..just lifting up your hands..feeling God, singing your heart out, looking at all your fellow christians and thinking how amazing God is...after that it was like read-out prayers from this booklet, plus more worship, plus more prayers, plus prayer amongst groups for repentence for double-mindedness, which one of the preachers said was the biggest problem facing Christians today. Yeah, a bit of everything in turns.

Stuff that struck me like mad - or the most exciting events ( and i mean FANTASTICALLY EXCITING).

1) THE CHURCHES REUNITED!! ok what does that mean??? like, you know how there's always been a line or problems and disagreements and wadever between the conservatists/evangelicals (us included) and the charismatics/pentecostals. WELLL..on this very supremely amazing night, the main leaders of both groups representatives that is, they like hugged and apologised to each other for all the stuff they'd done wrong, like criticising each others' practices and all that, then accepted, then washed each others feet. EEEE, ok it was sooooo touching. i like cried =X well, teared at least.

2)One of the Messages.. - firstly, the first little msg was about how double-minded we are now..it's not just like not putting God first leh..listen up. it's that God is not our main focus, our light. Luke 10:33.He asked this, and i shall always remember it : if someone dug deeper into your heart, would you find Jesus Christ there? Or is there darkness, is there dota, is there SLEEP, is there "REST", is there fun, is there shopping, you know. The last sentence is what i say of course. Yeah, so pls pls pls people..especially all the youths...ask yourself this.. obviously i'm definitely NOT that marvellous la, like God is always first..but man after the GDOP..my mind has totally changed, as has my heart.

3) Another msg.. haha- err..this guy was talking about..long-suffering. hahaa!!!! and NOOOO it's NOT patience, mind you! it's tougher than that (dang). hahahaha. yeah..i mean, this totally applies to me, and wilfred too. I'm totally not insulting wilfred okie, haha, he knows. I hope. I love you wilfred! (not in the clara way *coughs*) It was about...how we should always not lose our temper..not get angry...and one more thing. " You should not smile, but feel angry on the inside" whooooa ok u have no idea how much that connected with me. It's totally true. Well.....hopefully never again! erm, as in, i won't get angry so easily anymore la. duh.=P ok, i feel bad..i know there was tons more to this fabulous msg..but i can't recall too clearly..aargh.

4) It's Prayer No. 4!!!!! - haha..ok sorry, it's just this prayer ultra super connected with me..i think it would connect with most other ppl out there too..actually, i could think specifically of some people who it would totally apply to....but man, isnt that like me having a log in my own eye? so i'm trying not to go and think like "oh man, if only _____ could see this and get it!" , ya know. =) I'll type out the whole prayer here soon..i hope i won't procrastinate.

5)Specific Praying for the Youths - who were there. They asked all the youths to stand up, then we repeated a prayer after one of the leaders, then they asked the whole standium of people to just stretch out and pray for all the youths standing, which was AMAZING, then a bunch of people, different people, like a teen, a pastor, female leader, they stepped up to the pulpit and prayed for the youths. It was so powerful. I loved it. We are the next generation - dont forget that=) The future of the ministry of GOD is in our hands leh!!! how can u still put something like sleep first??!! ok, obviously i'm not saying become a zombie, but you get it=_=

6) Worship - very powerful, as it always is when all the Christians gather together to worship the Lord. well, record-breaking baby. 24,000 ++ people were rocking that National Stadium tonight. I'm so blessed that i was one of them. We sang in English AND in chinese! haha. Because of course there are chinese churches, but we're all ONE. =) "How great is our God, sing with me how great is our God. And all will see, How great...how great is our God."

Eh...ok..so.....of course there's lots more..my heart is like jumping like mad..I'm encouraged and empowered. God is so amazing, do you guys realise how blessed you are to know Christ? =)) haha. Hopefully..this won't be some stupid one-off thing..then like tomorrow i'm back to "normal". I really want to change leh..that's how fantastic GDOP was. For God, and for my own good of course! Haha.

What quite saddens me still is what i feel is the state of our youth in church. Uh..i hope i'm not comparing exactly..but..well, other churches have like busloads of people who went..kinda thing? and their youth are all so enthu and onz and all that. And yet..our church..quite sad la. Like i said..Lydia and I thought like a lot of people wanted to go. I'm not sure, but like i think if it was some Hillsongs concert, or Delirious? concert..everyone would just be super enthu and excited and going in a huge group. But when they hear it's prayer..."i;m damn tired" " i have to study" etc..OF COURSE sometimes it's valid...but arrrgh..out of say, 50 youths...all 40 youths have a TRUE reason for not going? I doubt that k. Now then...pls don't bash me up when i see you next =) I speak what i feel.

Okay...well for all who didn;t go.....i feel sad for you cos u missed out on it..i mean seriously...you would not understand no matter how much i went " it was great! it was unbelievable!". In fact, i'm positive most people would just be like "uhhh..riiight..ook" and give me a wadever look. Think about it, you know you would, most of you. But..i pray that you guys will wanna go for the next GDOP. Keep 27th May 2007 free, ok? For God. Hopefully next time, our youth group people can be as enthusiastic about the wonders of prayer as all the other youths.

On the 4th of June, the world has been shaken. God lives, in His people, us. Do YOU want to be part of the revolutions? One day, every knee WILL bow. God rocks.

the 7 things thing

2006-02-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

7 things that make me smile:

1) knowing that God is there always, knowing i'm always forgiven, etc!
2) the lame jokes my sister tells, esp. when they're aimed at me.
3) you-know-who (maybe)
4) getting back good results
5) sweet things ppl do for me
6) christabel's hilarious faces (and her cheeks)
7) er..nice weather?

7 ways to win my heart:

1) be funny
2) be sweet
3) good food ( but i;m kinda a fussy eater....)
4) a dazzling smile (lol)
5) adore pink, as i do. hahaha
6) write me a song?? - if it's even possible
7) play the guitar and sing me a song =) omg that's it!

7 things i believe in:

1) GOD and everything He does
2) the fact that God is coming back
3) terrorists are evil
4) the sky is blue
5) singapore's academic system shouldn't be so stressful
6) the beauty of music
7) WORLD PEACE (can i get that ms.world award now?)

7 things i'm afraid of:

1) not being with God for eternity because i strayed
2) realising that my friends have gone to hell only after it's too late
3) most creepy-crawlies
4) saying goodbye to you
5) the dark ( but i'm getting better!)
6) the unexpected (though i shouldn't be at all)
7) human love

7 things i do everyday( or want to do):

1) become closer to God and not get lost in the world
2) i wanna slack and slack, but it's not quite possible
3) i go to school
4) go for church/youth camp/ china trip
5) talk on msn
6) eat chocolates like mad and not get fat
7) play with my rubber duckie in the bathtub

7 people i want to see right now:

1) GOD (of course), JESUS
2) my guardian angel - except that maybe i;d frreak out thinking he's a ghost
3) are the above counted as people??
4) shuai ge
5) some primary school friends that i would love to catch up with
6) my bimbo club members=((
7) zz..YKW (i'm so nice)

7 ppl who should do this:

1-7) as timo said, anyone who wants to do it

oh my goodness!

2006-02-09T20:34:00.000+08:00

shocker of the year- i;m blogging again. wonder if anyone will notice? =D doubt it..but it's alright.. hahaha. anyway, after this, i probably shan't blog for ages again..because this was honestly a sudden impulse thing. actually i;m not sure why i stopped blogging...it's not exactly extremely difficult to log in and type down stuff. ohwell..OH YEAH i remember!! partially it was cos i hate my blog skin? yupyup. i realise that it's super......i dunno..dumb?? lian?? err=_= dun hate me. anyway SOMEone has a ultra nice blogskin..but no, i can't find a nice one..and oh my, do u know how darn long it takes just to search for a nice blogskin???!! arghh. i tried..and wasted my time. see rite, all those nicer than average skins are probably taken up by millions of ppl, and i don't want to have the same blogskin as millions of ppl. =D

yeah yeah. okay...wad am i going to saaaaay. oh yeah. For the first time in..history? i failed my english comprehension test. (EEKS) i know, real sad. sniff.. but no, no weeping! one must move on!!!!......................OK. aaaanyway.. yes i failed..12/25 actually. and for the summary, 14/25. SO i narrowly passed by one mark in total which isn't exactly marvellously superb and hoped for in general, but still, gotta thank God that at least i didnt fail completely! =) hahaha. seriously. beeeesides, it's just a silly little timed assignment. lol!

i like quite a few songs now..can't really remember the titles and all. i mean, now i can't. i'll name one..err.... ok nvm. i like lifehouse though. they pretty much rock! and ...switchfoot? i mostly like them cos they're a christian secular band, but i like their songs too of course. i also like dishwalla and this band i just heard about, mae. nicenice.=) actually, i like no particular group or singer that much...i'm like my sister, apparently. as long as i like the song, it doesnt really matter who the singer is. as in, as long as the song is nice to me, be it rock, rock-pop, pop, ballads, etc, i'll like it la!! =_= duh.

k anyway why am i burdening all of you with this?? whoops. arrrhh..i havent used the com in eons and days. which doesnt make sense but nvm. sec 4 is SOOOOOo busy, so much to do, somehow. i;m really slack nowadays though, always not doing my chinese hw=XX i do my other hw though!!! hm. hehe.
this very saturday is bay's celebration of valentine's day. i invited two ppl, pandora and hanwei, but hanwei won't come unless pandora comes too, and well, pandora doesnt want to come.......so. er. i guess they're both not coming? but it's ok!! i shall pray and convince hanwei to come with the help of God=) it's definitely possible. but i also hope that other ppl will be inviting their friends to the party too, cos i know that if i was an outsider, the ONLY outsider, what's more, i would feel reallyreally left out. and i also feel that our bay ppl, including myself, are not good at all at mixing with newcomers or ppl we feel we do not "click" with. that is actually really bad la. i think that because i haven't blogged in so long, no one will be able to read this blog before vday, so i'm waiting to see what will happen then. will a lot of ppl invite their friends, and will God show his hand and touch those ppl's hearts to come? i sure hope that hanwei will!

hahaha. ok, on a less serious note, the them for vday is ORIENTAL!! i wish i had a kimono or sth..but ok i shall predict..i think that..weilyn and szewei and maybe their cousin will will will come in a kimono, all dolled up and stuff. muahaha. it's true! but maybe they won't. NO they will......cos they always dress up very elaborately and i;m sure that somehow they will be able to get the costumes cos their uncle or aunty or sth has a shop or something like that...haha.

yeah, as for my costume, so-called, it's nothing fantastic. but im contemplating how to do my hair now. i think that if i do do what i'm planning to do, it'll be pretty funny. hoho. wonder what the GUYS will wear???? muahahhahahahahahhaha... i think it somehow seems harder for them. zz

ok. long. bye

back

2005-10-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

this template is annoying =(( some person with good design skills just help me make a new template la =(( *gives gloomy look*

on the other hand, well, only 2 exams left/// i never even practise for amaths la........CRAP. haizz. i dun really know how..i think i will after this..just like open mi textbook and do some sums =)) yupyup. i'll wake up early too. oh did you know..for almost the whole of last week, i slept for about 3 hours everyday..................... so .. yesterday my mum let me slp as long as i wanted..i needed it, alright!

anyway, just want to thank WEILYN, for being a rockin' good friend. she's very nice.. haha. .. long story. its toooooooo bad she wont be around for christmas and for like..the whole of the hols =((( sian ! oh well. *ahem*! also wont be too happy la, right. =D

let's seeee...i think i;m going to do reeally badly for almost all my subject..except.....hmmmmm.......ok how bout ALL of them =) and pls ppl.....dont say im lying =D cos no really. ya. long story too....but umm.. i kinda deserve it. heh heh. if i do really badly..............................................i deserve it, and i will study hardhard next yr, i have to la actually. heez.

oh yes. happy belated bday to ABBY and alan!! abby gets the caps cos she's a girl. lol! ok jk. ALAN!... hmm... *rolls eyes* yaya. sorry i like er forgot la. ... exams u noe.. =X

today's sunday school lessssoonnn..we learned to "preach". but actually i just tot of sth..girls/women cant preach anyway what........right?? unless ..like sunday school or sth la. hahah. quite sad=( somehow girls are always "beneath" guys. BOO!!!!! ... well okie, done here. im gonna go pracccctiseeeee baby!

weirdd??!

2005-10-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

hellooo.. haha. er havent blogged for only million yrs. anyway.

i think the world is ending. soon.

i feel the urge to turn to God and pray that he'll wait until i die of old age before he takes all this away. but this is precisely what's wrong, that i cling to the world and all. but it's tough i think....becos maybe we don't realise it (sometimes i dont) but the things of the world is not just all the materialistic stuff, it's also relationships and everything else. i think....i mean, when u're young, dont u just like dream and imagine what you will be when you grow up? and how you're gonna get married, maybe have children, maybe have the career uve always dreamed of.

and yet, that's precisely what im not supposed to want, and i have to only look forward to heaven =) of course, when you put it tt way, it seems so simple. give all this up, and in the end, the prize of salvation and eternal life is just so much more worth it and wonderful and amazing.

bali got bombed, again. it's really horrible, all these terrorist attacks. i don;t really know how other ppl feel about it, but honestly, it's just.....scary. but should it be? i think it's all signs that Jesus is coming back soon, all the wars, the natural disasters, it's all in revelations right? the scary part is, WE could get bombed anytime too. just think, we cant possibly stay at home everyday, we have to go to school, go to coffeeshops to eat, watch movies, etc. and before you know it, you could be blown up and gone.

and yet, if we are to look forward to going to heaven, even dying, then we should look forward to dying right? hmmm.. so maybe we should not be afraid of getting blown up then . zzz.. basically.......aiya a lot of thoughts la. but before i leave this world, i hope and i must make a difference for God by evangelising. it's pretty tough actually but i know that God can give me the strength and ability to disciple someone...

oh ya, and i am so not prepared for exams. behind schedule for at least let's see, 3 subjects? yup. pray for me everybody, and God bless all of you in everything you do too. =)

..out.

2005-09-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

Breathing - by lifehouse

Though I don't really know what
I am gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back in the arms of grace

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I am looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now

*chorus*

I'm finding my way back to sanity, again

short one

2005-09-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

okk..actually im not really blogging, but this is just a nice lil' thingy to all my faithful readers. =DD i'm reallly stressed about the upcoming exams but somehow im not acting like it. i try and try to study. do u guys know i have this awfully short attention span? it's really bad, seriously. sighh i have NO IDEA how i did so well previously...i think, if you looked at my progress report, u'd know that i;m nowhere near getting 2nd in class. =// but was it timo or uncle wingfat who told us, that we study not to beat others, but we study so that when we achieve good results, we can give the glory to God. ii really hope i can do well, cos i know that if i do, it'll really be thanks to God for giving me the strength and willpower to study la. so i MUST I MUST I MUST study. grrrrrRRrr. the big problem-o is, i have so many darn activities going on (im so sorry im not trying to say the activites are horrible. i love them, just they're distracting) e.g, bay still has activities going on, this sat and next sat. they put the exams breaks on the first two weeks of oct, which is wrong, shld be last week of sept and first of oct. oops. i told them roughly there but i din exactly know WHEN my exams were, you see. if any leader reads this, change it quick!!!! or i cant attend messy games day=(( aandd......so cant many others. hahaha.

k, actually my exams end in ONE MONTH'S TIME! 11th oct, to be exact. 12.13,14,15,16 is all a break =)) of course, 15 and 16 are like, sat and sun. but.....who careeees! man i hope good movies are out then=D haha. oh i just read giddy's blog and he said that he can play bridge like mad after exams. you know wat's the prob for cedar? YEAH they play cards illegally in my class (esp since my class is devoid of prefects) but super uber few ppl know how to play bridge la. so ... cannot play hehs. anyway, i've sort of gone off bridge, but i'll play occasionally. but when it's like bay/church camp/china trip, im gonna play like mad anyway!!!! hahaha. i still love the game u seee...but i just think now that maybe it's not too good la...considering.. sigh. kk bye

2005-09-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

i really really cant be bothered with many ppl now. pms? noo..im serious.. eh tts the most nonsensical thing i have ever heard, im not trying to be right, or argue here k. but REALLY. ask any other girl..............u mean if we're not pmsing we cant get angry??? tt would be quite..weird. heh. i dunno.

i got pissed off today.

2005-09-04T16:37:00.000+08:00

i got pissed off today.

im not gonna be subtle. yeah, im pretty much mad at those ppl who refused to go up for the CAP thanksgiving. i mean, what kind of attitude is that? ok, if you don't want to go, fine. but to like eat the free lunch, then go and play bridge and refuse to go for the main essence of the whole thing...it's really bad. i don't know if they feel guilty in the least or anything, but somehow i doubt it. i switched off the lights and um, screamed, but i suppose they just laughed and turned on the lights, thought i was a crazy idiot, and continued with bridge/cards/wadever. we went in twice to ask them to go out, so did nick. nope, no response. ok...so let me clarify this. soo...to you guys, is that all church means to you? fellowship? free food? cards? fun? you know wat, tts just fine. i was so pissed off i dont think they even knew tt i meant it when i kept saying i wanted to kick their asses. i did. really. anyway, it just occured to me. you know how i think all of you probably felt fantastic after going to church camp, hearing all the messages about evangelism, yadayada. BULLSHIT. oops=X if you think that all that is just fun and laughter, with no "boring" messages (as you might think) along the way, come on. i really felt like..you know what, then why do u guys even bother coming for CAP? just dont come la. just sit there and play bridge. woopee...

oh yeah, btw, to whoever reads this and hasnt stopped reading, tell whoever it is who has my cards that i dont want them back.. yup. just KEEP them. i cant be bothered to take them back. from now on, i may behave like last time, but towards all those ppl that stayed back there, im looking at them with different eyes. seriously... anyway, for all those ppl if any reading my blog, PLEASE dont come and tell me im overreacting, dont be so angry, and so on. i know im overreacting maybemaybe. i know im not like all righteous and good myself. all this is just how i feel and felt then when it happened. ok? okay! i just dont want to keep it bottled up inside me and pretend it was all fine and dandy and i wasnt angry at those ppl...cos that IS how i felt. so yeah.

on another side, the CAP thanksgiving was fun=) a tad boring and long when it came to sharing of the cell leaders and all, but there wasnt any talk la, actually. haha. then the games part was super funny/fun. i hope ppl after reading this dont think im some crazy b____, but oh well. whether they feel guilty or not, wadever. i dont really care la, somehow. im pissed at them, but like they care?? hah. okk im going to shangri-la now..good food baby.

last day of school

2005-09-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

i shant cover the last day of school..just tt mrchia was really nice and let us havee 1/2 of his period off cos it was the last period. yup.. well i have nth much to say. i;m bored and quite depressed cos of a stupid issue. but don't ask why...anyway no one can cos i dont have a tagboard=P hurhur. but yeah i know something bad is going to happen , soon or maybe not-so-soon, but it's coming! oh welllsh. exams coming

hello.

2005-08-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

im a bit...worried, to say the least. err. cos, in the first place, i love this new blogskin. however, the reason i wanted to change the skin in the FIRST FIRST place was cos i din like the shadow on the font=_= and here i am, with a new blogskin,with the same kind of font. woopee. nvm. i like it. hAH. and you know the front page? the one with the funky picture? and the words? I DID THAT!!! i think i took...........12 hours trying to do up my blog. ugh..

okay. havent blogged for like ages. today was teachers's day=) me being the asst monitress and all, had to give the prez to a teacher during the ... ceremony thing. it was mr.tay...lol. the thingy IS, he doesnt even teach me!! duhh. he taught me last yr though, but tts totally unconnected. alright anyway, i was quite nervous cos he obviously wouldnt recognise me la. but, turns out he was quite nice and funny hahah. i think it's pretty cool that all the teachers get along so well. they're like super cute and funny together.

eg- we're supposed to bring the teachers in pairs into the hall like, 5 pairs at a time. so i was the first, and mr tay like peeped at the prefect's list tt stated all the names of the teachers/monitresses. then he was like "eh _____, we're going in together! ya,ya, the five of us!" lol ...then the other teachers were like " oh, yay!" LOL ................. hahaha. so cute right?! zz. ok. er clara u gonna kill me for saying tay is cute now?

ok..got performances...games...quite fun..get to see all the teachers as babies... i was saying to evan, if next time i become a teacher, and the students ask us to contribute our baby photos, i definitely would cos i was so cuteeee as a baby!!!!!!! hehehee. =X modest me.

then....as usual, every teachers' day, had the aces day workout (ugh.hothothotsun) and then games all over the school. super sian. last yr, half of 2N sat at the situps area and chatted. this yr, i went ard with gail.=) at first, cos i signed up for congkat, so we went to the TMP. errr uber crowded? and they had 3 boards, so i decided to forget it...so in the same room, joined pictionary. superrrrr boring, so we left. whee. walkedwalkedwalked, lol. then finally, gail made the very smart decision of "let's go back to class". so we did! some of us played bluff halfway then had to go down for the 'prize presentation'. i totally thrashed at bluff, as far as we played=) for the PP, er, the students thrashed the teachers hahahha. last yr they won us hee. at least the teachers won ONE event=)) but the lamest thing was, apparently, the "students won for congkat, pictionary, and carem". hmmmmmmmm one litttleee problem... the teachers didnt play at all. =)))

yeah okie, tts all. im so longwinded. zzz.

ermm

2005-08-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

i think tt's nice. very nice..too bad i didnt get to see any fireworks at all hahaz. man=/ couldnt sit thru the whole nDP parade i guesss! =)
if i didnt put tt pic right, i think everyone would just fall aslp reading my blog. so yes. i have nth to say. oh wait. except...................................i better not put it here in case my parents read =P

yoyoyo

2005-08-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

hi..am i blogging regularly or am i blogging regularly?=) today went to the Asian Civilisation Museum. very cool. very nice. i plan on going back there already with hanwei and karyn, cos we didnt even get to see everything, only a few of the china exhibits. but yeah i love looking at tt kinda stuffs, artefacts i mean!

anyway im doing 半月集now..dunno if you guys can see that. it's banyueji. hahaha. err yeah. so tough kk im writing on how i feel about my friend who got knocked down by a car. ummmmmm.. in case you dunno, tts fake =X haaaaah. but jamie says you muz just write sth super tragic and make it like very long and give a lot of crap about how sad you are then mdm er will give you an A, which i have nvr even gotten ONCE. so yeah. im trying that out nowww..hehe.

i ponned choir today.so did youying. well, im not sure abt tt. i think youying had a headache so she went off too. im not sure if she pon la.. hmmm. i think we're both in trouble XD cos if only one of us is absent, at least the other person can cover up for the other right? but if both are gone, no one else knows where BOTH of us are. i can just imagine......

chye: *taptaptap* who's absent? S1? ..... S2?
priscilla (sectional leader) : "err//yvonne and youying"
chye: *gives impatient look* "where are they?"
pris: "i think..learning journey.."
chye: "learning journey? end wat time? what's the time now?" (in a disbelieving and impatient tone)
pris: "i dunno..."

yeah. i can imagine. darrnnn. why does youying always expect me to cover for her?? not the first time, definitely. but i cant say her la..i mean tt would be so hypocritical. hehh.

okie anyway i think i'll just name some songs which i think are nice now la ..wait.. ok err those relatively unknown ones la.

3 doors down - be like that
alter bridge- open your eyes, shed my skin
blink 182- i;m lost without you
corrinne may- free, save me
creed- one last breath
damien rice- cannonball
dishwalla- find you own way home, angels or devils, somewhere in the middle, every little thing, 'today, tonight', mad life, candleburn, nashville skyline, counting blue cars
hoobastank - up and gone, let you know, disappear, too little too late, to be with you
incubus - i miss you (very nice haha), i wish you were here, echo, drive
jars of clay - the eleventh hour
lifehouse - breathing, all in all, spin
lonestar- amazed
lost prophets- last train home, goodbye tonight
maroon 5- tangled
nickelback - someday
sister hazel - your winter
sonic flood - draw me close, carried away
splender- i think god can explain
staind - so far away
switchfoot - learning to breathe, love is the movement, you already take me there, playing for keeps, innocence again
trust company - hover, stronger
uncle kracker - follow me, drift away
vertical horizon - you're a god, i'm still here
yellowcard- rough draft

WOO!! tt took a while, and i dont even think ppl will bother to read or take note of those, but seriously, nice quite unknown songs, most of them. to me.=P ok cya

i FORGOT!

2005-08-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

helloo. er after a grand total of 1 min im back cos i forgot sth. on sunday, i was supposed to help with the kids section right, so i recruited weilyn and er moses la=P so we ended up blowing up those thin, salted fish china balloons which im sure we all remember all too well.........hahaa. we used the vacuum cleaner which blows out air so the balloons can grow really fast. the teeeeennyy little problem was, the balloons kinda suck . =)) firstly, most i'll say 1/3 of them were spoilt, i.e. stuck to themselves, burst after u start blowing air into them, and break even as you're stretching it.

hahaa. sooo u can imagine. had to keep the vacuum on so like at first i was the one blowing up the balloons cos weilyn quite scared and moses..er i dunno why. anyway it was super FUNNY cos like we'll tentatively (veryvery) hold the opening of the balloon towards the rushing air, then when it blows up quickly , we'll all yell out : " OKOKOK ENOUGH ALREADY!!!" lol.. haha. then most of them just burst la. -___- for really dumb reasons..i hope they ran out of those salted fish balloons cos seriously....3 encounters with them are quite enough!! (but hey, if it wasnt for them, maybe it wouldnt have been such darn fun). everytime one burst, i would just, umm, scream. hahahaha. it's quite fun, ya know..i hope none of the little kiddies heard me. but i dont think so=) anyway, weilyn and I sort of had a screaming competition. i mean we just screamed see who screams loudly la. then we screamed together. in the lift. wheeeeeee.

oh ya we were blowing them up in the nursery (lvl3) which i think we have just discovered as a fabulous hangout place. cos it's quite nice, clean, private, and has aircon. however, i dun think we can ever go back there again cos on normal days its being used by aunty cynthia or locked. =(( anyway...yeah. i had tons of fun. except..

grunts.

2005-08-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

hm..one thing ive discovered..it's VERY hard to love everybody, like the bible says. if you're going duhhh..well.. yeah i know. i mean i know it, but at the same time, it seems like it's sooo.. possible. lol i mean sure, there are annoying ppl, but i could be one of those annoying ppl, if you know wat i mean. yesh so anyway, *clears throat* i do have some problems with loving every single liddle person out there, from teachers to classmates to certain ppl i know i should very well be loving. after all, God commanded it. or did Jesus? hmmm yeah it's Jesus. haha. actually, whenever i go to some websites tt dun have christian authors, they usually have tons of cursing and swearing and worse of all, they make fun of Jesus and God. ok i'll just say God for convenience. heh.

my mum is right! i dun set aside time for God, for qt. i mean i still will do it, before i slp, but yeah tt's just not right because tt's like giving God the WORST that you have, which just sucks. anyway, it's gonna be pretttty tough cos my stupid video recorder cannot tape shows anymore, but i'll just have to set aside time for God. hmm.. 11?? oh man . see im compromising again..wrongwrongwrong..! all cos of all those nice 10pm dramas. OKAY. i will set aside 10min at 10.30pm (or longer) every night ( i'll really try!!) no matter what, from today onwards. yea, even if it means missing lost. hahh. sooo er everyone if anyone who reads this pls do remind me thanks a lot. sms, msn, all also can=))

anyway, speaking of God's will, i dunno how i feel about a certain issue right now. i dun think it's gonna work to how i want it to, but, i suppose, it's His will... and im quite helpless here. unless i take some initiative. i think i alrdy did...(don't i usually?) but i dont know.............haaaizz. hey,you, dun make me sad. even if it ends not how i want it to, it's ok. but the ignoring, not-speaking thing is kinda killing me here!!! lol. tt just HAS to be the most honest blog i have ever blogged on my public blog before. veryyy nice. and no ppl im not answering any qns..

oh yess..last thing, cos of last sunday =X ive suddenly become famous amongst a certain few (you privileged ppl, you!) for being able to scream really loudlly!!! =P hahahaah. hmm. i guess choir came in handy after all, eh?

sigh

2005-08-15T20:12:00.000+08:00

mood: rather crappy and low. u shld know why!! and anyway, im sorrysorrysorry okie. although i do wonder why i have to be the one to apologise, i suppose i AM in the wrong. =( but isnt it just TOUGH to say it to your face? answer: yes. haha. we'll see what happens..

at home

2005-08-10T15:18:00.000+08:00

helloo.. haha. apparently NO ONE got scared by my previous post.. sniff. lol. anywayz, now im at home la.. supposed to be studying bio. im quite proud of myself, really. ive completed all my hw. nowww all i have to do is stop getting distracted and STUDY MY BIO!! heh. ok now it's 3.20pm..i will study straight after this until 4.30pm. then i'll rest until 4.45 and continue. =( sian. u know, school would be really fun and all if it wasnt for exams and tests and all tt nonsense. sighh. but obviously, it's like necessary la. haaaaaiz.

i shall talk about last night.. went to joyce/ivin's house for supposedly a church camp grp gathering. in the end, 3/4 of the group didnt even go, only me, joyce, tianen and abel were there... hmm!! but yeah wait joel and ivin were there toooo whew. and timo showed up later. i mean LATE-r. hehe. im funny. anyway, we left like..10 min after he came? lol!! yeah..anyway...the guys were very busy playing xbox..so of cos...i got boreeedd. went to use their com =) hahaha. btw, i think incubus is a good band..nice songs.. hahhaa. and i just realised, we have a delirious cd. oh well. although i do think they are very good, BUT err i mean all the other christian bands like sonic flood, jars of clay are equally good..but somehow cos delirious came for the FOP then suddenly everybody wants their songs. maybe.

oh yessssss..i always digress. k so watched the NDP parade for a while..fell aslp..so everyone agreed it was verrrrryy boring. and so we decided to watch harry potter 3. but then, it was pretty messed up. stoppedd at one part and couldnt continue, and the quality was reallyreally bad. hahah. it stopped at harry saying "oh yeah". so we were kinda making jokes abt it cos errr..ok fine at tt point it was funny. -_____- ya so we wound up watching shaolin soccerrrrrr...ive watched it quite a few times alrdy but i still tink it's very funny and lame. haahh. tho if you think abt it, it doesnt really make sense, but maybe tts wat makes it so funny. er yup! haha

one more minute to 3.30..and i will start studying. oh crap. just turned 3.30. aaaah ok bye

play this!!

2005-08-09T12:56:00.000+08:00

Where's Waldo Online

If you're having trouble, turn the sound on for help.
http://www.hedonistica.com/flash.php?path=/games/waldo.swf&w=757&h=706

FLAG DAY!!!

2005-08-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

yooo. read the bottom blog first plss.. ok.

i'll first list the different reactions of ppl...like alan.(some are the same sorry)
1) walk past you without even glancing at you although u go like "hi! would u like to donate?" loudly enough for them to hear. i mean really, they like sweep right past. tt is the WORST and most annoying one.

2) see tt you're there and slowly move to the other side to avoid u. i found tt very funny.

3) give you this gruff apprehensive look. i actually still approached most of them cos actually some ppl look really un-generous, but they still give.

4) lift their hand slightly to show tt they dun want to donate

5) shake their head and look very annoyed

6) shake head but look apologetic and say " sorry" ( i still don't quite understand why)

7) you say: hi! do u want to donate? and they nod quite vigorously and go " orh"....but they dont donate. i don't understand tt one even more. ure like...err...ok.

8)give you a frenly smile and say "sure!"

9) silent giving.

10) smile at us and make some conversation

11) say: "donate alrdy!" and point to the sticker. or just say it. and i see no sticker. but ok, maybe they just didnt want the sticker cos quite a few ppl didnt.

12) give money to their super cute children and ask them to come up to us. awwwwww....!

13) point behind u and gesture randomly and mumble sth, then walk past. ( tt one best)

tts all..i think . it was quite funny cos i got really confident and good at the asking part. basically just go up to anybody, ok not anybody la, i didnt really ask younger ppl cos i felt weird. haha. but lots of cute old ppl there heee. a few incidents :
1) there were a couple of old ladies who gave us coins and were so cute. they asked wat sch we're from, so we told them cedar, then they said they knew where tt was and cos they knew we invite old folks on national day and they wanted to come but couldnt..=)

2) a rather old lady..i think at least 50 or 60, TOLD US THAT SHE WAS FROM CEDAR!!! we were like...WHOA!! damn coooolll!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. so cute

3) one old couple. the husband is short and cute, and the wife is much taller and i think she definitely wears the pants in the family, once the wife heard it was for cancer, she was like "eeyer, wo ting dao ai zheng bing jiu qi le!" (aiya, i hear cancer i angry already!) and gave ten cents but her husband was nice and gave a bit more.

ok nowww.. funky incidents:

1) one lady with kids was coming along..so i went up and said my usual tagline la. i can say it in a super nice happy smiley way ...haha. and she turned and looked like she would say no, so i said can just give ten cents it's fine, and she sort of jokingly said :" i said i;m not donating is it?" and i smiled and was like..err.. and THEN she saidddddddd/// "but ure so sweet...i feel like donating today." hahaha!.....=)))))) so i was likee "thank youuu! thank you so much" and all. cos tt's wat i always say. lol. and she said " today very hot, must drink more water ok?" so niceee!!

2) have this family..young kids too.. and the father was like "wat school are you from?" i told him cedar and he laughed and said with a wink to his wife" cedar good school ah"....haha. so nice!

3) both husband and wife gave, and they were really nice about it. husband gave 70cents and wife $2 note. so nice.

4) this lady, she searched her wallet, couldnt seem to find coins, and so gave me $2! man tts like soo nice k. cos most ppl, im sure, when they want to give coins, if anything at all, wouldnt go and like give a note after discovering they're out of coins. yup..

tts about ittt...my feet were aching like crazy after it all..we stood up for like 3.5 hrs straight..and walk quite a distance some more. lol. oww.

FLAG DAY!!

2005-08-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

helloooo.. sorry tt i nvr updatee for so ultra long=) haha. ohh okay..actually i wanted to blog about flag day which was today, but i realise tt there's sth else too.. the Festival Of Praise.. i thought it was really good, although the others didnt really seem to agree with me about the worship part, for one reason or another. did anyone else think it was pretty excellent?? oh well. anyway, hillsongs' and delirious' performances were really quite different..as in their styles of performing la. hillsongs is more of sing-along kinda thing (which i think is better) and delirious is more of they sing, you listen, kinda thing. but of course, they still had songs which ppl could sing.

unfortunately...we sat in a not too good position heh heh. sooo the screen was half blocked...sooo cannot see the lyrics...sooo yeah. but nvm=) to me, the best part was actually just watching the whole stadium of ppl worshipping and raising their hands and jumping for the Lord. i like that part. i just found it very amazing and... touching. although it's quite...common? cos they have this type of event yearly, but STILL. hahaha. ok tt's all...

flag day,flag day.... hahaha. i didnt know wat to expect, nvr did it before. sooo ..went there, thinking tt cedar or rather only my class from cedar was selling flags. well, as u might guess, imagine my horror when i arrived and saw like 300 students there. ^_^ yeah. and no, they werent from cedar. hahh.. ok and the donation thing wasnt even a tin , it was a ..bag thing. with a little slit at the side. lots of ppl had problems stuffing in their coins, so in the end, i got pretty good at holding the thing open. heee.

soo...we decided tt ps was way too overcrowded with soliciters, so five of us decided to go to somerset. naturally, we knew tt lots of ppl would go there too, but then, just go la. ok . BIG mistake...it was like quite bad. i got like zero donations. firstly because there were like 10 ppl asking for donations in...every 5 metres? secondly, MAN are the ppl at orchard stingy sia!!! even some foreigners. grr. but ok, its understandable...i think. i only feel tt way cos im collecting money anyway+( yeah. so after veryveryvery lonnnggg..................me and jamie decided to go to toa payoh

fantastic decision man!!! wow. ok the ppl there are so much nicer and more generous haha. got tons of donations..but of cos still got the refuse to donate one..but i'll blog another blog on tt in a while. cos this blog is too long. and idont like too long blogs. and my layout is quite bad. i think i should change it........cos the background is like sooo nice but the read-the-blog part cannot make it =X yeah anyway, managed to get quite a lot..until my hand was tired ok. cos the bag was heavy. HAH. anyway, me and jamie positioned ourselves outside shop n save..near the library...then..lots of interesting stuff happened. hahaha. later tt one.. oh yes. anyway im very good at asking for donations alright=))) hahaha. okie..soo. after the thing, i just kept asking and asking..kop a lot of ppl...cos i rush forward faster than jamie haaaaaaaaa.. kkk. oh ya. then later i discovered they dont even count your money..just collect and tts it. and i saw tt KARYN reported back at 10.50!!! we're supposed to report at 1pm!!!! i was like.........................!#@*^#@^#@!!! wat\/??? u can do that???? lolll. horrible. but ok nvm cos it was fun...jamie was fun to do with =) haha

okk... today bay, the grooming talk .. not bad..quite good, but the person called me fat. insulting. well, she called my face round and cute, which means its fat la. -_-...but its ok...im not hurt...i'll only cry in a corner of my room for 5 days...right after i finish blogging. but for the dress sense part, i just...kept dozing off. wonder if anyone saw. but ididnt really fall aslp...whew. later fall off my chair super malu=)) yuup.. then when christabel went to the toilet i followed, washed my face, explained to her what a blackhead was( yeah, tts right, she doesnt know. beat her up tmr) and felt more awake. hahaa.

then! went downstairs, supposedly to play capt ball. but we ended up going to the playground cos of the new thing there. very nice man the thing. so we just like decided to play catching...with a route la. like must climb thru the tunnel, then go up then go down the slide, through this REALLY tiny hole, out, back up the mini slide, and thru the tunnel , until the catcher catches. LOL. super funny. but not very succesful, i must admit!! . so we played the blind man one. weilyn was blind, then we have to stay on the toy only..okk. so start. climb climb. avoid avoid. aaaaaaandd.. her hand groped like really close to mine and chris' touched it la. so i panic. and i let go.........and fell down. BOOM. tmr u go and see la. the new toy right, got the highest point? my hands were there, my legs were on the second high point there...and i fell from there. phew not tt pain la, just scraped my knee+)

then we went up to wash cos it was really dirty ...and they were still playing bball...so we tried playing volleyball, failed magnificently, and then kel made us play capt ball. and.........well, i actually had the ball 4 times. and itell u ok, it was super FUNNY!!! hahahaha. cos rite, actually nobody threw me the ball. but like three times, when ppl threw the ball to weilyn, i like whacked it out of her way and grabbed it. HAHA. then i'll be like " YAY!!! HAHA" really loudly...which im sure everybody just found really annoying but eh good ok. =D and the other time was also a freak accident, when they were like clamouring for the ball and it came in this open space in front of me. and i grabbed it. and of cos, i said "YES!" really loudly too. lol. whee. anyway, it was super fun la. then after a while, when me and wl realised we were being really useful and all, we decided to play catching. yeah. there. sooooooo we like just used the ppl as obstacles. hahahaha. i have no idea if ppl realised what we were doing hahaha. cos we were just like suddenly running about. hehe.

hmmmm... nothing more...dinner....ppl teasing wilfred..shushu;s funny voice...lots of laughter....haha. ok...man this is so long but i have yet another blog. right after this. mad right. i know...............

pics. esplanade performance/racial harmony day!

2005-07-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

this is pris and me...haha=) on the way to esplanade for the
syf prac.

not bad, eh?

xuemin and berreeenice...

ahhh..and finally, a random pic.. MY cute lion waterbottle, and
pandora's COPYCAT waterbottle.=PP

weeell..i think i'll put the racial harmony pics on another blog.+) haha. cos too much space. but i think i'll blog about today, when cedar celebrated racial harmony day. actually, as we all should know, it was LAST week....but yeah. cos we have this assembly thing on odd week fridays, so yeah. they just couldnt spare one single day for us to have an extra day off. anyway, it was super fun ok. for the past two yrs, i nvr wore anything. but this year, it was just like...HAVE to wear something hahaha. and lalitha lent me the banjari??????? LOL oops i dunno how to spell it and i suddenly forgot the name. zzz...anyway, it was purple and funky!! haha.took lots of pics la...whee. first time we can just whip out our camera and bring it to the canteen and assembly and all. quite nice...altho maybe some schools allow that all the time...........=_=

oh yeah. then the racial harmony "celebration"? as in the assembly program. hmmmm. REALLY TOTALLY EXCITING! first, some sec2 pupils told us about their music lessons using IT ...okie. fine. cos theyre my nice juniors=) then, we had a talk on religious harmony by someone from the Inter-Religious Organisation. it was quite boring..i mean i don't want to be rude ok, and i wont laugh at him, cos i dont blame him , he got a boring topic. but, the truth was tt it was boring, unfortunately. then, after tt, END!! i was like..?!! whooaa..cos i tot last time always had performances by TLDDS or MLDDS or sth like that. but nope.

i mean, it was just sad. sad.sad. ok, after that, i had choir. and i tell you, i was super sick ok...ok not really, but u noe i always get colds...really often...then its just SUPER sian. cos i mean, u just feel so sick, and tired, and sick. sighhh. then still must go through choir. and after that, had the meet-the-parents session....and cos im the asst monitress, have to stay till the end..which is like...8.30pm..

haiz again. soo choir released early *phew*. and i was so sick and tired just wanted to sleep la. ok. then the meet the parents. our principle, ms leong, is really quite...naggy. haaaaaizz. just tends to repeat her points over and over. but i admit, she's quite good ..cos she can put in some humour and witty comments at some parts=) lol. ok so she ended her little speech late...then the dunn and dunn guy spoke a while..then it was the teachers meet parents time. and since im asst monitress, together with the monitress must like go and remind ppl theyre next, check out who's currently with the teachers ...yadayada. so i stand around holding this piece of paper and must keep checking it. zz.. so all the teachers incharge know im a monitress. ...keep coming up and asking "so how many left?" "must look out for the parents ah" and so on...hahaha

ended late...mumz bought me yummyyummmm grilled chicken foldover from macs which rocks. a lot. yumm. yarrh. went home...bathed...then not tired already.hahahahahaha. but yeah im gonna sleep really soon..in 10 min.

this has been one damn long blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN! but i think meebe meebbbee ppl stopped checking my blog for a while. hoho. anyway, the words are so horrible..so hard to read. i don;t like it. but i have no idea how to change it to make the shadow thing go away....anyone knows??

zzz

2005-07-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

actually, there's nothing much to blog, but i think i will anyway. actually since ive been bringing the cam to school, i have pictures but im just lazy to put them on now=))) heee. well....i have nth much to talk abt today, so i think i'll just talk about.. .... ... monday. haha

its going to be a long day..sigh. 6am wakeup..all the way till 8.30pm i'll be working....choir then the performance at esplanade..its pretty exciting..but oh-so-nerve-wrecking!!! cos cedar choir really really small compared to the other choirs, so we're quite soft. yuppppp. but we have to prove ourselve to some other choirs tt have talked bad stuff about us since the syf. zz. they're so dumb=(

yeeeess....and lots of ppl are getting sick..plus the london bombings.. haiz.it's quite scary..really it could happen anytime in singapore too. =_= mi classmate shehzahdee has been absent for THREE days. that's really long.. i hope she's alright..i'll pray for her! right now, i'm watching smallville. it's a very sad show ok. why?? cos we all know the ending. we know lex is bad, and so all these touching scenes with him calling clark a brother just makes it sadder. we know that lana and clark cant be together, so it's annoying. we know that clark WILL end up with lois, so no kick. but i admit... the subplots are interesting......

oh crap. tt just ruined my entire argument.

hooha..pictures!

2005-07-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

btw, this IS NOT illegal! although we're not allowed to bring electronic equipment to cedar (damn dumb) but....this is like for the class noticeboarddd..so=)) hah!! zz.. karmun, ranjani, joyce....crazy bunch.

i have no idea whether youying intentionally posed for this pic like that..i kinda doubt it..chloe took this one...=P she looookkks.....chee i dunnooooooooooo...unwilling?? just a little =D hahaha

very very candid..it's ya ju!! however...it's pronounced as ya RU ppl.......=))

awwww...don't they look just PITIFUL!! hahahassss...oh yeah..the girl on the right is xinya..and she's a twin. the other twin is ALSO in my class..lol........they reallyreally look alike..super cute when they grin together haha. fortunately rite, xinru has longer hair and xinya has short hair. phew.

tt will be the only chance i can bring the cam and flash it around in class..so. sad. sad.sad.

do fairytales come true?

2005-07-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

hi.hi.hi. blog.blog.blog. anyway, did u know /realise that the titles of each post are at the bottom of the post? i have no idea how to make it go on top. @_@ sad. aaanywaay, today was bayday. and one of the many special bay days to come! basically, it was a fairytale theme....so we had to dress up as fairytale characters. i admit i was pretty surprised when so many ppl came dressed up cos i tot most ppl wouldnt be so sporting la=)) hahaas. but they did!!! and so did i, actually. i dressed up as a fairy. sort of made up the costume myself (just as in what to wear underneath and how to arrange the glittery shawl la) but yeah. quite fun hahaz. BUT i was quite embarressed. soooooo just before we started watching the movie shrek2, i just took off my costume. everyone kept asking why?? so fast?? and tt kinda thing..but yeahs.

after the movie, it was the catwalk for all the costumed ppl parade. butttt since i took off my costume, i didnt go parade hehee.. but everyone including ivin ( one of the judges) told me if i participated i could have won the most creative costume or sth like that..=P but oh well hahaha. it's quite nice alrdy just to be told that, u know=). oh yupp i had wings, glittery dress, silver heeled shoes, and even a nice wand!!! muahahaha. lol. it's like super fun to twirl the wand around. ahaha. okay anyway, the best prize was GV tickets to watch any movie any time! like quite gooooodd ritee.. haha.

k so...new ppl...christabel's frens came again=) plus 3 more of them came. hahah. so in other words, 5 of her friends came. pretty cool leh....that means they like us! =P i think i've definitely grown more open and friendlier and more comfortable with strangers ever since i went for the china trip, cos there i learnt to talk to ppl i don't know at all. so yeah...thanks God...hehe. and yeah, lois brought her friend, jasper... quite cute. i was actually wondering if marcus would be jealous lol... hahaha..........

okkk. captains balllll. i was damn useful, as usual. by helping to fill up the space in the carpark, that is. =) hahaz. ppl keep telling me to run for the ball and maybe call for the ball. but when i call, they dont usually pass it to me. then its pretty *diao* cos i understand tt im quite lousy so maybe they just want the ball to stay in our possession so they dun pass to me=P and eh dun get me wrong im not offended at all, cos i admit, i suck! heheee. ok secondly, when i DO run for the ball, so called, ppl still dun pass to me. maaaaybee its cos weilyn keeps sticking to me and guarding me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well maybe she does tt cos i do tt to her too. hmmmmmmmmm.. ANYWAY, and when good ppl do throw the ball to me, i usually miss it, or touch it but miss it, or hit it out, or not catch it and let weilyn catch it...and so on and so forth. sadsadsad =P very embarressing, which is why i kinda hope tt ppl wont pass me the ball, but its quite sad when u receive the ball like ...once the whole game, cos someone pitied u @_@ hahax....

alright...that is about allll...oh yes my dear mother bought back famous amos cookies for me! yummm!!! haha. i love famous amos.. arent they deeeeliciouss..like..i mean...it would be reeeally nice if ppl always bought them for me......................and NO im notttt hinting anything oook! ok? ok. ok.

see everyone in church tomorrrow!!

2005-07-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

Candleburn

on Vineland past the candle shrine that burns on every night

for someone

she lets herself go

like an angel in the snow

she lays down on her back

down on her back - she goes

take me over when I'm gone

take me over make me strong

take me over when I'm gone

will they burn for me

on Vineland past the candle shrine that melts into the street design

she waits - for someone

tonight she'll give herself away

she'll break apart all by herself

its so easy how we come undone

take me over when I'm gone

take me over make me strong

take me over when I'm gone

will they burn for me

she pulls me in - strips me down

she pulls me in - turns me out

she pulls me in - strips me down

take me over when I'm gone

take me over make me strong

take me over when I'm gone

will they burn for me

bloggin again, you lucky ppl!

2005-07-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

lol. read the title. aaaaaaaanywaay, actually, up till now, only 2 ppl including me 3 know this blog address!! woohoo. it's not intentional, i just can;t really be bothered to broadcast it=)

anyway, today was..pretty okaayy..wednesdays are always short, ya know. haha. let's seeee...yesterday. my emaths teacher was absent. BUT there was no emaths period. adohhh...=_= k. theeennn my chem teacher was at a workshop. everyone celebrated.............prematurely. why???? cos deeeeeeeearr mrs gay aka my form teacher aka bio teacher, decided that she would take over the period. of which she has absolutely no right to do so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways, i guess it wasnt that bad but it is bad cos she's not supposed to and she just like took advantage of the fact tt she's our form teacher to take the period for BIO!? it's just wrong! =)

anyway, so today..................my bio/form teacher didnt come. but........there was no lesson with her @_@ lovely, eh? i;m telling u..it's a conspiracy!!!!!!!!!! lol. =) so...yes. english..chem...recess...oh yeah the 'jue dui' superstar gal came to our school. cos she's an ex-cedarian. the lameness of it all is, she didnt even sing. or anything. there were lots of her posters set up la. and some green-shirted ppl to help her too..she just asked us to vote for her, apparently. hmmm........VERY effective. hahss. some ppl went to get her autograph though... quite..dumb.

omg wait. i know this is really off-track but i have to say this: AAAAAAH. gid saw david beckham and tony parker AND HE DIDNT GO SHAke THEIR HANDS!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh. omg. eh. i just tot of something.. at least u can help mi get their autograph or something!!!!!!!!! *waves hands frantically in the air*. HIYO. honestly. okok=) next

continued..after recess

MT, Amaths, Lit, then CE period. we went to the hall for a talk on sexually transmitted diseases. aaaandd..it was pretty explicit, i must say. as in, the lady from the Health Promotion Board talked about all the diseases and she showed pics of penises and vaginas. as in............yea. with the disease on it somemore. eeewsss. mostly it was the tip of the penis and the inside of the vagina @_@ i was kinda..stun. like...huh.. hahas.

well. was let of really late...20min late?? then rite, sian. choir in 25min. so ithought, prob can go late, cos we were released so late, right?? noooooooooooooooooopee. went into choir, found out tt the whole choir had to jog. and so did we. for being "late". ms chye was in her unreasonably bad mood again. sighh. so she said....jog after choir . BLEAGH. butttttttttttt hehe after doing some wacky things, she invariably got into a good mood again, and forgot abt us jogging (some of the sec3s) so we kinda just went off.............................

i hopee she doesnt catch us=P

i'm partial

2005-07-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

haha hi. yet another blog for me..=) and another borrinnng layout, i guess. and also, im not even sure how to put on a tagboard..so yeah. hahaas. weeeelll....im actually thinking of this blog not really as some...everyday blog..more like a 'i feel like it' blog=) cos otherwise i'll probably just grow sian of blogging i think. oh yahoo. giddy says he'll get a nice blogskin for me..yaay. he muz be psychic!! alright. anyway, tmr is weilyn/becky's birthday..i was at the school bkshop trying to buy sth for weilyn see...but umm i ended up buying a nice lil water bottle for...myself=)) ah yes. Anyway...hahaa.. its cute k. like this bang on the door lion design! its yellow. right. anyway....london won the bid for the olympics 2012...but today, well. it got bombed..just like that. total devastation. its reeallyy...horrible. and sad. i think terrorists are heartless..and kinda.....................deceived. cos they think tt god is like pleased with them and theyre doing it and will get rewarded for it in heaven. sighh. i feel really fortunate to know God!! and to know i dont have to go around killing innocent ppl to gain eternal life=))

still, it has reminded me of how short life can be...how we can all die anytime, even in "safe singapore". haha. soooo morbid=). but it's okay...wat im trying to say is, THAT'S how impt it is to do qt, and to get closer to God, and to know God. because then we will know for sure, no matter when we die, we'll definitely go to heaven and be with God.=) incredible.

im not sure what i really wanted to talk about..i'll just intro myself i guess..

name: yvonne
school: c e d a r girls secondary school
age: 15
birthday: 30th jan
religion: Christian=)
church: bethesda church bukit arang which is in serangoon ave3

err i canT think of anything else..so. hm.

stay tuned

how can we further His kingdom, when we're so wrapped up in our own?

Knock knock.

isn't technology amazing.

*squeeeeeals*

groan. jc sucks

thingy

Global Day Of Prayer

the 7 things thing

oh my goodness!

back

weirdd??!

short one

i got pissed off today.

last day of school

hello.

ermm

yoyoyo

i FORGOT!

grunts.

sigh

at home

play this!!

FLAG DAY!!!

FLAG DAY!!

pics. esplanade performance/racial harmony day!

zzz

hooha..pictures!

do fairytales come true?

bloggin again, you lucky ppl!

i'm partial

squeeeeeals