grunts.

hm..one thing ive discovered..it's VERY hard to love everybody, like the bible says. if you're going duhhh..well.. yeah i know. i mean i know it, but at the same time, it seems like it's sooo.. possible. lol i mean sure, there are annoying ppl, but i could be one of those annoying ppl, if you know wat i mean. yesh so anyway, *clears throat* i do have some problems with loving every single liddle person out there, from teachers to classmates to certain ppl i know i should very well be loving. after all, God commanded it. or did Jesus? hmmm yeah it's Jesus. haha. actually, whenever i go to some websites tt dun have christian authors, they usually have tons of cursing and swearing and worse of all, they make fun of Jesus and God. ok i'll just say God for convenience. heh.

my mum is right! i dun set aside time for God, for qt. i mean i still will do it, before i slp, but yeah tt's just not right because tt's like giving God the WORST that you have, which just sucks. anyway, it's gonna be pretttty tough cos my stupid video recorder cannot tape shows anymore, but i'll just have to set aside time for God. hmm.. 11?? oh man . see im compromising again..wrongwrongwrong..! all cos of all those nice 10pm dramas. OKAY. i will set aside 10min at 10.30pm (or longer) every night ( i'll really try!!) no matter what, from today onwards. yea, even if it means missing lost. hahh. sooo er everyone if anyone who reads this pls do remind me thanks a lot. sms, msn, all also can=))

anyway, speaking of God's will, i dunno how i feel about a certain issue right now. i dun think it's gonna work to how i want it to, but, i suppose, it's His will... and im quite helpless here. unless i take some initiative. i think i alrdy did...(don't i usually?) but i dont know.............haaaizz. hey,you, dun make me sad. even if it ends not how i want it to, it's ok. but the ignoring, not-speaking thing is kinda killing me here!!! lol. tt just HAS to be the most honest blog i have ever blogged on my public blog before. veryyy nice. and no ppl im not answering any qns..

oh yess..last thing, cos of last sunday =X ive suddenly become famous amongst a certain few (you privileged ppl, you!) for being able to scream really loudlly!!! =P hahahaah. hmm. i guess choir came in handy after all, eh?