*squeeeeeals*

okay, so like on this very random moment, i decided i would blog one more time. it's been less than a year, okay. fantastic.


anyway, i remembered my password=O


at the FIRST TRY. i bet some of you who blog like weekly can't even do THAT. (well, maybe you can, but just make me feel good)


anyway this is NOT going to be a longgggg blog....because if i wanted it to be long, it would be long. as in, encompassing-the-important-events-in-the-past-10-months-of-my-life long. and trust me, i'm sure pretty much no one out there (except maybe the supremely bored and loving) would want to read all THAT.


'A'level year. sigh...i better buck up and studywuddyfuddyduddy. i also better do it for the right reasons, as in, all for God. and all with God. 'God-sized tasks' are only possible to accomplish with God. so that i can't possibly boast at the end that it was by my own strength- point taken from retreat.


actually, i wonder what it's like to like someone? well, by that i mean love. and no, love does not equal to like, though i think that is a MAJOR misconception nowadays. anyway i've watched hana yori dango like... about twice over... and i wrote this somewhere on my notes- if a guy loved me as much as domyouji tsukasa loved makino tsukushi in the dorama, that would really be... i dunno, amazing. and i wrote, i know perfectly well that there IS someone who loves me as much or more than what that fictional show portrays- God- but still...can't help but wish for a guy like that sometimes. it's hard not to, when you watch that show.


but then, i may love that show, and japanese shows in general, but i'm not stupid. i do realise that those shows are MADE so that normal people feel like that. that's why it's all nonsense and fake. but i'd still go, "if only it wasn't".... that's why i have to keep telling myself it's nonsense. they're just characters. otherwise...haaa. i'd be...bought in. i'm already half-bought in as it is. -_-


well that's QUITE enough of my musings on life and japanese dramas for now. (hahaha)

BYEEEEEEEEE....... TILLL.......I DON'T KNOW WHEN*.........


*mysterious then fun ma.